Cheers!
2015 is almost over (thank goodness) and I'm ready to bring in the new year. I'm ready for whatever 2016 has in store for me.
2015 has been difficult, wonderful, and for the last part...very strange. I'm so ready for all the new and exciting things 2016 has to offer and bracing myself for the difficult times. I have to say that after the year I've had, I feel that I can handle just about anything. Not all of 2015 has been hellish (just the first 9 1/2 months). From my birthday till now have actually been quite enjoyable (despite what some of my other posts have said). I've made a few new friends and just had some freaking fun for once in my life.
I've learned that you can't go back to your past. Nothing wrong with remaining friends with people, but there are some relationships and friendships that can never be mended. I am moving on with my life and leaving my past in the past. 2016 is about moving forward. None of that 2 steps forward and 1 step backward stuff. Sometimes you have to let people go in order to have the life you want. Sometimes you have to let certain people leave in order to meet the right people that need to be in your life. Funny how when all of this hurt and change is happening, it feels like the worst thing in the world, and then when it's all said and done you realize it was the best thing that could have happened.
Moving to Oklahoma City was one of the hardest things for me, as I do not like change at all. I hated the thought of leaving Ardmore. I really didn't want to leave, but I knew that I would be miserable staying there all by myself.---BEST DECISION OF MY LIFE. I couldn't be happier with the decision I made to move up here. I miss Ardmore, I miss certain things about a small town, but I would never be this happy there. I have done things I would never get to do living in a small town. I've been able to go to Thunder games and high five all the players, I MET RUSSELL WESTBROOK WHILE GETTING DINNER ONE NIGHT, I saw Cameron Payne at the mall on Christmas Eve, these things don't happen in Ardmore! (I am fully aware that all of that has to do with the Thunder) I've gone out on a limb and met people in ways I would have never even dared to, I've gone zip lining (I hate heights), and just learned how to be myself again.
So here's the deal:
Always be yourself. Always find ways to better yourself. Always.
Find the right people who encourage that. If they aren't allowing you to be yourself or encouraging you to better yourself, you're wasting your time.
I am me. I am who I am. I'm honest, sometimes I'm mean, I tend to not care a whole lot about what people think of me, I care deeply about certain people and things, I have passion, I'm a leader, and I don't change for anyone.
2015 has been difficult, wonderful, and for the last part...very strange. I'm so ready for all the new and exciting things 2016 has to offer and bracing myself for the difficult times. I have to say that after the year I've had, I feel that I can handle just about anything. Not all of 2015 has been hellish (just the first 9 1/2 months). From my birthday till now have actually been quite enjoyable (despite what some of my other posts have said). I've made a few new friends and just had some freaking fun for once in my life.
I've learned that you can't go back to your past. Nothing wrong with remaining friends with people, but there are some relationships and friendships that can never be mended. I am moving on with my life and leaving my past in the past. 2016 is about moving forward. None of that 2 steps forward and 1 step backward stuff. Sometimes you have to let people go in order to have the life you want. Sometimes you have to let certain people leave in order to meet the right people that need to be in your life. Funny how when all of this hurt and change is happening, it feels like the worst thing in the world, and then when it's all said and done you realize it was the best thing that could have happened.
Moving to Oklahoma City was one of the hardest things for me, as I do not like change at all. I hated the thought of leaving Ardmore. I really didn't want to leave, but I knew that I would be miserable staying there all by myself.---BEST DECISION OF MY LIFE. I couldn't be happier with the decision I made to move up here. I miss Ardmore, I miss certain things about a small town, but I would never be this happy there. I have done things I would never get to do living in a small town. I've been able to go to Thunder games and high five all the players, I MET RUSSELL WESTBROOK WHILE GETTING DINNER ONE NIGHT, I saw Cameron Payne at the mall on Christmas Eve, these things don't happen in Ardmore! (I am fully aware that all of that has to do with the Thunder) I've gone out on a limb and met people in ways I would have never even dared to, I've gone zip lining (I hate heights), and just learned how to be myself again.
So here's the deal:
Always be yourself. Always find ways to better yourself. Always.
Find the right people who encourage that. If they aren't allowing you to be yourself or encouraging you to better yourself, you're wasting your time.
I am me. I am who I am. I'm honest, sometimes I'm mean, I tend to not care a whole lot about what people think of me, I care deeply about certain people and things, I have passion, I'm a leader, and I don't change for anyone.
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